INFP Lightworker Problems

INFP Lightworker Problems

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Recently ( that is at the time I’ve written this blog post )

I have made several blog videos

And several blog posts relating to the subject that perhaps Right Wing Politics are WORSE THAN YOU THINK !

And if there’s something that can rattle my cadge , it’s ignorance.

Even John Lennon knows how I felt.

I think there’s a lot of people misunderstanding one another and just assuming they know something without doing good research about things.

And also when I go out and spread the word of truth and awareness of how

The Right is in control of all things fear and bad just so they can discredit and hurt “ Leftists and Minorities “ , perhaps I kind of look like a political crazed maniac to some.

But what’s interesting is I’m literally being spiritually guided this whole entire time.

When it all came to my mind , it was like a slow thunderbolt and then BAM ,

I am almost to the point of automatic typing.

When writing notes to myself , I even wrote to myself that I am being spiritually guided.

Last night I had to keep double checking with my spirit guides and they told me that I was being spiritually guided and always come to them when I need assistance in guidance.

I told my guides , I don’t feel so good putting myself out like this and they told me that it’s fine , it’s just energy and they are not dark entities.

I’ve been sick for about a week and every day it seems like debunking the right was the big news headline. Sure I agree with it but , I’m trying to work with my Twin Flame out of Ascension and into Twin Flame Union.

So I guess it’s all about cleaning energy and just raising high vibrations because a lot of time , these sort of emotions aren’t even my own.

Here’s what is interesting about people on the internet.

People rather socialize than do their own research on stuff.

I was also guided by the idea that sure there’s certain people on the internet that inspired me with such knowledge , but perhaps there’s stuff they don’t know that I do.

People can be strange. Some people can perceive me as someone who’s just trying to jam information down everyone’s throat and perhaps they have little interest in learning about the truth like I am.

For me , it’s about questioning why life is the way it is.

Maybe it’s a certain thing when it comes to SOME cisgender heterosexual men to shrug off

Any sort caring for minorities and leftists ,

But to me , THAT IS NOT AN INFP !

Then again perhaps it all depends on people’s individual upbringing.

For example , if you had authoritarian parents , that it all depends on how well you are with your shadow work and realizing stuff your authoritarian parents said was WRONG !

Your knowledge of how perhaps Left wing politics sounds more like you than anything The Right says. And of course knowing the difference between an INFP and an STJ personality type.

Sure there’s different numerology and zodiac and enneagram , but at the same time I need to do research on this.

The big picture I present is “ Hey folks , I found that Another World Is Possible ! And anti-Bully world , a 100% free world is possible ! “

It’s Libertarian Socialist Anarchist / Anarcho-Communist Free Society and or 5D Earth.

And how I see it , if you care about your like minded people , you hate humans but you love humanity , you care about human friendly animals like cats , you care about a clean environment , you want like minded people to get together and be friends …. Listen up !

I’ve been doing this research with MBTI , spirituality , anarchism

Since 2007 .

And I’m going to admit this , yes even I have been ignorant of stuff.

But it’s because I wasn’t aware !

When I got into The Secret , Bob Proctor , Abraham Hicks

There was this desire to becoming RICH and wealthy.

But it’s because I just wanted to be financial secure doing what I love doing.

I had absolutely no idea about THE TRUTH about the evils of capitalism as I slowly learned in 2017 – 2018 .

Yeah just recently.

Anarcho-Communism can make EVERYONE RICH ! Beyond !

Money is just a system to control people !

Perhaps that’s just it !

Sometimes people could be on the same page but their understanding of certain concepts are kind of misinformed.

For example someone can be anti-capitalist and anti-government

But think libertarian socialist anarchist / anarcho-communism is the evil agenda of The New World Order WHICH IS NOT TRUE !

Again , there’s people who’d rather socialize then do their research.

Perhaps we are all ignorant of something.

Ignorant is an insult , Ignorant means “ lack of knowledge “ of something.

And when it comes to human needs YES we DO want to be with like minded people.

So sometimes feelings speak louder than words but the words don’t match up with what you are really talking about , what you are actually seeking , what you actually mean .

There were times I thought socialists as liberals , I was ignorant of my political knowledge.

For many years I thought my Twin Flame in telepathy was ENTP but in fact she is ESFP ( I think ) .

I used to have liberal views on how everything is equal.

I didn’t even fully know anything about Transgender Women until I sat down with my friend and hung out since the last time we seen each other was 10 years ago at a private safe space Transgender meeting.

My friend passed away the day I came out as a Transgender Lesbian Woman in March 2013.

From 2008 – 2013 I just identified as Androgyne ( Genderqueer ) .

But here’s something about my ignorance.

Before all that , I described my orientation as Queer Heterosexual before I realized that I’m a lesbian born in the wrong body.

And before that , I wasn’t sure if ( before I tossed these state labels out of my personal soul identity )  Asperger’s Syndrome pointing out why I think differently from the world , perhaps my orientation is associated with Andromimetophilia .

This was EXACTLY 10 years ago.

Let me say for the record , no , I am not attracted to Transgender Men .

So yeah , we are all ignorant of something , and we all live and learn.

However , the problem is not everyone has an interest in learning what they do not understand such as myself.

Here’s a think about me.

Perhaps I’m a slow learner but everything I talk about regarding myself , it has a strong foundation of “ YES , THIS FEELS RIGHT TO ME ! THIS IS SO ME ! “


I’m open minded. If someone knows a better way then it would need to prove itself to me because hey that’s the story of my life.

I think there’s lots of people out there that are not even self aware of themselves or the world around them.

I have listened patiently to Right Wing people. I even had an ex-friend of 5 years who was not only conservatives but he faked the whole friendship because he’s a sociopath.

And I do see a strong link behind sociopath and right wing.

However I did noticed once when talking to an older lesbian at this lesbian dance group I occasionally hang out at ( it’s mostly middle aged lesbians but I just have an old school taste in music and for the most part they have been welcoming of me. )

, one I talked to was republican.

I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again.

There’s people who are republican because

(1. They are brainwashed by the manipulation of emotion , fear, sympathy , and hate ( Just like nazis did in WWII )

( 2. Sociopaths that are brainwashed because it’s just narcissistic supply for their anti-social crimes

( 3. Sociopaths that are totally aware of what they are doing , controlling people. AKA Trump for example ( BUT HE IS NOT THE ONLY ONE )

There’s a meme I seen recently that says “ The very face you make when someone you thought was smart suddenly says how Trump is a good president “.

Anyway , with the work that I do. I make sure I have resources in my Pinterest

And say “ HEY  , here’s stuff that inspired me. Maybe it’ll inspire you as well. “

All I know is this.

Perhaps influence is the only thing I can do.

People have free will.

They want to stay ignorant and believe in the lies of the right they will.

Perhaps as a lightworker , not knowing if an anarchist society / 5D Earth can happen in our lifetime due to the damage of hierarchical systems including Right Wing people who use The New World Order conspiracy theories against minorities and the left ,

Perhaps we should forgive from a far.

Love is natural , Hate and Fear is taught .

5D Earth will be for higher vibrational people. But maybe some are slightly more in higher vibration than others.

Soul is open minded to everything that’s love and peace.

Ego is all self important.

And when we live on Earth , some days we slip and need to get back up into that high vibrational groove again.

Lastly I just want to mention which most perhaps already know.

I’m a Transgender Lesbian Woman .

And in 2019 as much as I want to believe that most people get LGBTQ+ people , a lot of people who are outside of Pride DON’T !

Anarchists seem sometimes to be more about caring for minorities and leftists than some New Age people since political differences vary.

Like some people they say “ I’m apolitical “ or “ I’m Independent “

Again going back to ignorance ,

I considered myself to be Independent / Social Liberal Libertarian .

And then I read The Anarchist FAQ and watched YouTubers such as Libertarian Socialist Rants and well Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism makes more sense to me.

Finally let me conclude with the question

Why do I hate Right Wing supporters ?

( 1. They are against Minorities and Leftists and anyone who’s like me

( 2. It’s a brainwashing cult , Nazis is a great example. Nothing’s changed just the names and political methods of brainwashing

If you can relate to at least a little bit of what I present and you think other like minded people would be interested , please explore my stuff I share and spread the word.

Perhaps someday we can have our community of like minded people. 🙂

_ Erica

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INFP Social Anxiety or Crazy World ?

INFP Social Anxiety or Crazy World ? Erica Crooks

INFP Social Anxiety or Crazy World ?

In this blog post I would like to talk about the subject of having the INFP personality type and social anxiety.

Before I begin , I just want to thank fellow INFPs for taking time to read my blog posts and or watching my INFP blog videos as well as my other things ( or probably not lol ) .

Even though I’m all for wanting to build an online community , I do apologize for the lack of not answering back. Eventually I will. My previous blog post explains about that and kind of relates to what I’m talking about in this very blog post.

For many years I thought I was an ENFP.

But maybe this is just my observation or not but I tend to notice that life circumstances

tend to show me aspects of myself that trigger me and eventually make me learn something valuable about myself in which maybe I wasn’t self aware about enough ?

In the case of realizing that I’m an INFP and not an ENFP is that Extroverts feel comfortable in public where introverts do not.

I know I seem so social in my blog posts. I tend to push myself to do blog videos and trying to make it as authentic and as positive as I possibly can.

There are some INFP vloggers ( video bloggers ) that tend to come off

Much more extroverted in their videos but behind the scenes they are indeed introverts.

I’ve noticed this in areas of interest such as New Thought / New Age Spirituality and even Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism.

Same goes with artists from Jim Henson to John Lennon .

As long as we stand by strongly for what we believe in and what we do , that tends to give us strength.

In many ways , lots of people or should I say most tend to be isolated from one another.

With the things I’m into

MBTI , Law of Attraction , Libertarian Socialist Anarchism

They all seem to connect in such a way which can be beneficial to INFPs and related personality types or perhaps humanity and Earthlings as a whole !

I most certainly hope that people don’t think I’m a hypocrite , someone who says one thing and does another. For example online I can be extremely expressive with my words , blog videos and even my art. But when it comes to an active offline protest even if it’s a cause that benefits me and I care for dearly , I tend to take a step back automatically.

Likewise I had film screenings of my work.

One in 2015 and the other in 2017.

And even though I upload them to the internet uncensored ,

I tend to edit my work to a more PG rating and self censor myself.

The 2017 screening backfired on me as someone walked out totally pissed off where the other only stayed for about 15 minutes. The film wasn’t fully screened as I requested the projectionist early on to turn off the film if not many people showed up to the screening.

As you already know , I tend to talk a great deal about self confidence.

And perhaps a great deal of my lightworker mission not only relates to letting like minded people know that “ You Are Not Alone in this crazy world “ but also they were sane this whole entire time.

I know exactly how it feels to second guess.

This could explain why it took me so long to come out of the closet.

What I teach on my blogs and blog videos helped me be more aware of myself as well as the world around me. The internet helped me out , so perhaps what I do is also giving back in a similar matter to like minded people , even feeling that perhaps in some part of the world there could be another INFP who’s went through similar things I have.

Please allow me to summarize what these things mean to me.

( 1. MBTI : It has helped me learn about why I am so different from the world around me as well as why others are different from me. Also who are the kinds of people I get along with best and those I would get along with most. Not only a great personal growth tool , but social survival as well. Only if most people knew , perhaps we would have less conflicts and loneliness in this world and more understanding of one another. Isabel Briggs Myers was also an INFP .

And of course these articles explain why the world around me just does not feel like home.

( 2. Law of Attraction / New Thought & New Age Spirituality / Twin Flames :

Since 2007 I have been aware that I have a Twin Flame and in December of 2015 I meet my Twin Flame face to face. It’s still a soulmate paranormal phenomenon I am investigating daily and nightly for 12 years and continuing.

Perhaps it has lead me to everything.

It’s just good to know that I can create my own reality.

It’s in the matter of getting the balance on everything.

( 3. Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism

I feel this is the piece of the puzzle of life that many Law of Attraction teachers tend to be ignorant of

as well as Law of Attraction is something very important which Anarchists tend to mistake as being hierarchical nonsense because it can’t be proven by science fully.

Telepathy has though !

To me , it’s either the blueprint INFP Heaven on Earth Utopia or perhaps A Heaven on Earth Utopia for all

And 5D Earth as well.

I think there’s strong similarities.

I feel the best way to go about all of these is to educate and if most people knew about this , then the majority rules and hierarchy comes down.

Though sometimes I tend to question something with two questions relating to the same thing.

Is hierarchy ignorant or fully self aware of the evil they do to people ?

Are sensors ignorant of what’s going on or do they simply do not mind a hierarchical system and feel fully comfortable .

Or are certain personality types such as INFP and related types more closer to the pure divine soul spirit while other personality types are negative manifestations due to authoritarian parenting ?

I do feel that society as we know it at the time I’ve written this is very Extroverted Sensor catered.

And hierarchy does more damage then good for everyone , especially other INFPs and like minded personality types.

I’ve even expressed my concern regarding how psychiatry could easily diagnose introverted intuitives , NPs , and FPs WITH SOMETHING !

And I am not alone in this !

But that’s the very note I want to strike at.

Even though I’m not alone which proof is obvious thanks to internet technology.

In truth , nothing is going to happen positively if he have hierarchy dominating the world .

Perhaps it’s a battle of Good vs Evil / Soul vs Ego / Love vs Fear .

Perhaps it’s the very reason why Anarchists , High Vibrational Spiritual New Ager Empaths and like minded personality types need to stick together.

Perhaps it’s not even my social anxiety.

The world is like a giant oil spill. The Oil being Fear and Hate.

And Love and Intelligence from like minded people is the only chance we GOT !

In my opinion , I would rather listen to intellectual philosophical wisdom then someone in a position of power and authority superiority over me.

_ Erica

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Introvert and social life ( INFP )

Introvert and social life ( INFP )

Some things I pretty much mentioned in a previous blog post

I can only express my own experience on this. But as much as an extrovert as I seem to be on my blog videos and such ,

I’m in truth an introvert. I thought I was an ENFP for many years but I came to the realization that I am an INFP . My advice form life experience is you know your an introvert when you notice how extroverts can drain you and try to dig an answer out of you while your thinking. lol

I think the world I live in isn’t just sensor focused but also extroverted focused as well.

I tried to look up to see if introverts are indeed a minority but all I could find is just the usual crap from ignorant people trying to debunk MBTI as usual.

So to be fair , being an INFP is indeed rare.

So perhaps introverted intuitive are the one who’s most awkward when it comes to being social. I have an ISFP friend who can be introverted unless you bring something up of his interest , then he’ll get talking !

In fact , here’s his youtube channel.

Perhaps for sensors , it’s different than social life in the eye of an intuitive mainly because sensors are the majority.

My Twin Flame is an ESFP , according to my observation.

We are still working towards Union. ( For more info on Twin Flames , check out )

Perhaps it’s this Ying and Yang sort of thing where both differences fit perfectly like a two piece puzzle.

But I’ve noticed during the times I knew my Twin Flame outside telepathy ,

She would always have a huge group of friends she would talk to and she had her Drag King act at the Pride Nightclubs. And technically that’s what I usually see regarding my local pride community is nightclubs , the big Pride Festival , these big events that draw in huge crowds.

And I always felt awkward whenever I went to them.

There could be music , there could be lights , everyone is dancing. And I’m just this awkward shadow knowing no one just walking around while trying to get past crowd after crowd just to observe and enjoy what I could get out of it.

I remember two years ago , there was this Goth night fundraiser which money was going to help transgender people who live in low income / poverty. I asked “ How can this benefit me ? “ It was this raffle thing . I guess there was another trans person looking for a roommate and I was even asked if I wanted to help volunteer by DJing . I think I was way more fascinated with the concept of Video DJing and thinking in my mind , perhaps this is another form of art I’d like to get into eventually. I always wanted to do things with music. My Twin Flame even knows about my ideas for musical theater.

So basically I was in my Goth makeup and clothes and just recording samples of songs playing that perhaps I’d like to look up on iTunes later.

I know , I’m such a weirdo huh ? lol

Again , I think introverts are the minority because everything is pretty much catered to Extroverted Sensors.

Which is totally awkward for an introverted intuitive in my opinion.

For example , FACEBOOK and social media.

Every place has a comment box.

And it’s like people who have an opinion about something have the strong need for the other person to know about it.

Love it or Hate it !

And perhaps that’s kind of foreign to me slightly.

If there’s something I REALLY REALLY REALLY like then ok. But it’s like the world is surrounded by a bunch of people who expect everyone outside of themselves to make them happy. Even NonCompete mentioned this.

My parents were both Extroverted Sensing Judgers.

Though my Father having many toxic personality disorders and being a narcissist ,

He could switch anywhere from ESTJ , ISTJ , ISTP and ESTP !

While my mother can switch from ISFJ to ESFJ .

But totally both are ESJs.

The thing about me is having a successful social life is not my strong points.

For a social life to work for me , it all depends on like minded people.

For the most part , as an introvert , I do admire my own space.

I don’t mind dead time not having a social life for awhile.

The rough aspect is when I do wish to have an intellectual conversation with a like minded person , where do you go ?

Here’s something I’d like to quote from introverted dear .

Here’s the link I am referencing from.

Human contact, not social contact

Being introverted, INFPs may shy away from large parties, networking events, and group activities. It’s not social contact INFPs crave — it’s mutual human understanding. They want to peek into another person’s world, thoughts, and emotions. They want to understand what other people are struggling with and what makes them tick. INFPs read people well, often quickly intuiting a person’s hidden feelings and motivations. (However, private by nature, INFPs rarely provide insight into their own.) Without close relationships based on mutual understanding, INFPs will be unhappy.

I find this very interesting.

Perhaps the internet is such a great tool for introverted intuitives such as myself.

I remember hearing that a majority of the content on the internet is from introverts.

So screw the FCC for wanting to shut the internet down , introverts need the internet.

I was just thinking last night watching classic Ernie & Bert sketches that the fact that Jim Henson is an INFP and Frank Oz being an INFJ , technically the comedy comes from them basically caricaturing how annoying extroverts and SJs can be. Lol

_ Erica

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Getting Away With It ( Adult Puppetry and Cartoon Animation )

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Getting Away With It ( Adult Puppetry and Cartoon Animation )


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By March 1st pretty much will mark the 10th anniversary of perhaps my most controversial work to date which I called “ The Legacy Sketch “

It was so controversial that 10 years later , I strongly felt I needed to give yet another

Explanation for my shenanigans .

I have even written a book dedicated a huge chunk of it talking about the backlash I received.

Long story short , Narcissistic parents and the police wanted it banned for good.

There was even people who watched my show on public access television who feared that I was going to commit suicide and mistaken the self parodied cartoon as a literal suicide threat.

How stupid ! The whole point was here I was this Transgender lesbian woman trapped in the closet out of fear that my authoritarian homophobic / transphobic father who owns a gun would take my life away. The sketch reflected my fears for the future , my depression of being trapped in the closet as well as complete and utter loneliness and frustration that after 4 years on public access television and the internet my brilliant puppet and cartoon work wasn’t being recognized. Ok so the use of the word “ Brilliant “ is just busting my Ego right there but still , here’s this 21 year old who’s serious about wanting to break into the entertainment industry.

That my friends was what I was feeling deep down in the core of my sinking soul.

Here’s my roast for my ever so happy-go-lucky 21st birthday , Tra-la-la with sarcasm and all.

I am in the pit of hell of misery and just yearn for like minded people , people who understand where I’m coming from , I just want to escape and be with like minded people or no one at all !

That’s the long story short , but the point I want to say regarding this very blog post is this !


Or am I just some marionette to please other people ?

Sure it’s fun to entertain through the arts , but sometimes satire isn’t funny.

Sometimes satire like a heyoka empath of Native spirituality / New Age spirituality

Is meant to shake up this world , give the ignorant a good hard slap in the face and well wake them up from their ignorance !

10 years later I’m very fortunate that Transgender people are recognized more than they were 10 years ago. Well then again , I lived a very isolated life as I have explained in my book.

But that is just one example of what the arts can do. I tend to do puppet shows and cartooning and cartoon animation independent filmmaking for adults.

They say that it’s probably easier on a business model to do puppetry and cartoons for children. Well starting the summer of 2017 , I went from liberal entrepreneur starving artist to Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism instantly which sides strongly with political satire and my lightworker mission then capitalism could ever do for me.

It was pretty much going back to my roots sort of speak.

And with the internet , someone could become successful and forget about the capitalist middle man of Google Adsense , Facebook ads and the like.

Still , popularity would probably most depend if you aim more at sensors I suppose.

Perhaps as an iNtuitive , I would side with Slayerment agreeing on this issue

As relating to MBTI

So perhaps it’s slightly true.

BUT at the same time ,

Perhaps those who don’t complain about capitalism in the mainstream media as much as I do

Are perhaps the brainwashing product of hierarchy side effects.

Here’s a thing about me , I’m more for personal expression

Then just being all things to everyone.

Even if the audience is just two other people who happen to be friends of mine.

Yes it is true that perhaps children are a lot more accepting of the imagination fictitious world of the puppets and cartoons where of course the adults would blame the artist if something offends them instead of doing their own inner shadow work and asking themselves “ Now why did that trigger me so much ? Is it relating to my dramatic childhood ? Or when my ex cheated on me in my bed as I walked in on them ? Does Trump remind me of my father ?

Perhaps I could possibly go further by saying there could be even a liberating spirit that puppetry and cartoons could express.

I see puppetry and cartoon animation and even print comic cartoons as a mirror of human life .

I’m into New Thought / New Age Spirituality myself so I don’t think this is the only life that exists.

Perhaps fiction has it’s own universe.

( Yes I do side with Chuck Jones on the Space Jam issue , perhaps I should have linked to a clip from Who Framed Roger Rabbit. Still it’s better then that crappy Looney Tunes Show and Wabbit. You just can’t beat the original Golden Age of Animation classics.

As I probably already said regarding the political debating issue of Ben Garrison ( PUKE BAG )

This stuff is clearly left wing.

The more right wing people try to look popular if it’s Alex Jones or PragerU ,

The more pathetic they look by stealing left wing methods.

Besides , why aren’t they just going full sided fascists. They know violence is in their nature !

That’s why the Spanish Revolution from 1936 – 1939 ended.

So that in a sense , fiction isn’t that far from reality.

Perhaps it reflects more NP personality types ( MBTI ) than it does sensors.

So perhaps this all brings to mind regarding “ Getting Away With It “ ,

Do I just go WAY TO FAR to the point of bad taste within my art ?

The thing about this art form is from how I see it , it’s a form of acting with all of these art forms and methods.

If I performed a disabled character as well as a psychotic social worker ,

Someone could immediately be outraged by that description alone !

To me this has absolutely nothing to do with a “ political correctness / political incorrectness “

Issue . I’m just artistically mirroring what actually happens in real life.

Isn’t that what art is suppose to do ?

That’s the problem with this world. Anti-intellectual philistines !

Conservatives hate it because it doesn’t reflect pro authoritarian / nationalistic / patriotic / capitalist ruling class best interests in keeping people in the status quo .

And liberals hate it because they don’t get satire , they don’t get literature ,

They aren’t mature ! Yes their values are in the right place.

But because they are so sensitive , they can give the left a bad name because they make up the majority.

The conservatives just think the left are a bunch of ignorant crybabies that won’t accept life being fair.

In other words , let me put it a different way.

There’s TWO kinds of John Lennon !

The late John Lennon who fell into deep depression , in denial ,

100% fully brain washed by Yuko No-No … I mean Yoko Ono .

The John Lennon who simply gave up and just seeking for whatever peace he can have

And just being sadly and unfortunately brainwashed by conservatism .


Just like how all the greats feel into depression before passing away from Tex Avery working on  commercials instead of the MGM cartoons that made him famous to Jim Henson selling everything to The Walt Disney Company but passed away on the very week he was going to sign everything off to them.

Then there was the true Soul Devine John Lennon.

THE INFP John Lennon we know and love.

Maybe he got pissed of living in the sensor world .

As intuitives tend to do naturally !

YES , Let me point that out AGAIN !

But John Lennon was smart before he through all his knowledge away.

The very post-Beatles John Lennon we all know and love !

In conclusion , I feel everything I’m into is related .

Perhaps it’s human liberation.

I don’t know.

Perhaps I need to analyze it further.

_ Erica

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– Hilarious puppet and cartoon dark comedy , parodies , satire , slapstick humor for adults

– Personality Type Science , mostly INFP

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Erica Crooks

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First of all I just want to talk everyone who has subscribed , liked , enjoyed what I do and put out there. I hope in some ways perhaps it has been a source of influence to you , because

I know these things have most certainly been to me.

Perhaps I can finally call myself a blogger because I really like doing these , more so than the videos . It’s probably because I’m an introvert.

Today I want to talk about the internet and social life.

Now for those who don’t already know this and I’m sure my fellow readers already know this about me , I’m an INFP. And I did mention the subject of what might be considered to be

An INFP utopia according to my previous blog articles .

People might or might not already know this about me but I can sort of blame what happened to me 10 years ago relating to my social anxiety online .

Cyberbullies and Trolls ruin any chances of people making friendships online and offline using internet technology.

Personally I prefer some kind of webcam chat which I have experimented with previously.

Personally I see positive possibilities regarding making friendships and connections online.

And I’m all for it.

10 Years ago , I used to socialize all the time on message forums and such.

But one thing I’ve most certainly noticed that I just need to point out and perhaps the reason I’m not as Facebook savy which is the norm now a days ,

It’s not so much the technology , it’s people !

One hand it’s a very secure and truthful fact that on the other side of the computer screen most likely than not , it’s another human being.

The unfortunate thing is that perhaps it reflects the final battle of Good vs Evil in this crazy world.

Regarding my thoughts on the concept of Judgement Day , I much prefer the New Age version of 5D Earth which isn’t necessarily about death , but about how Love will conquer all hate and fear once and for all.

Other Anarchists feel the same as I do regarding these matters I mention.

The problem with cyberbullies and trolls I think more than ever just prove that I’m not the only one who was a victim of narcissistic supply and gaslighting.

“ Spit on your own and you can’t do anything but if we all spit together we’ll drown the bastards ! “ _ Bob Crow

But one thing I notice that most people do which I have to admit that I’m still working on myself , Is people’s courage to socialize regardless.

My readers already know about this but I’m into New Thought / New Age Spirituality and I have a Twin Flame.

And empaths are sensitive to energy.

Clearing energy is like getting hit with something negative and well … calming down .

Shielding perhaps comes natural the more someone has self esteem.

The way I see it , the more good people stick together and defend good people ,

It would out number the negative ones.

Even though I am thankful for those who have subscribed , at the same time

I do apologize for not answering to comments at this time but will eventually.

Again , I’ve went through such traumatic events in 2009.

Surrounded by 4 toxic people who clearly are narcissists / toxic personality disorders

And my mother who suffers with depression and lived in poverty all her life saves me from taking my life away.

Two of them being my authoritarian father and his equally narcissistic wife ,

And two men one being my job coach who drove me to college and faked a strong friendship for 5 years and the other being is friend and those two were secretly psychotic cyberbullies and trolls. And literally obsessed. I won’t be surprised if they have dedicated their lives away to ruin my public reputation online. But through the years I have became a stronger person.

These insane men who would either be transphobic , cheaply counterfeit my satirical puppet show in which they called The New Eric Crooks Show or Eric Crooks Classics ( stealing old footage of my show , some in which contain footage I don’t have the master tapes too , and all this nonsense of making me look like an islamic fundamentalist religious terrorist called Victory 4 Allah and Crooks Corporation .

We live in a hierarchical system that does not protect us from such criminals , but sides with them.

Which explains why I had lawyers and police refuse to go after them for me.

Their names and faces are extremely easy to find.

Before I came to the realization that my ex friends where the abusive cyberbullies this whole time , I believed in their lies about wanting to have careers as screenplay writers

In Hollywood California and wanted me to come along too.

I was tricked to animating 2 half hour animated films for them which I supplied all the drawing , animating , editing and some voice work to called “ The Hula Hoop Show “ in 2012 .

I did not create the show nor did I write any of it because I got sort of sacked after the first two.

Also two live action sketch comedy films featuring the two men in question.

Keep in mind , I came out Transgender Woman in 2013 so I was still in my Androgyne / Genderqueer mode back then. I would still consider myself part non-binary however .

And these knuckleheads not only exposed their face but revealed their names within the credits of these films and have open social media accounts.

So yeah , these cyberbullies and trolls are not very bright !

I recognized their voices when they were making fake Erica Crooks Show videos and this animated video called “ Erica Crooks Babies “ which was poorly animated and I was laughing a little bit thinking “ Oh come on , is that the worst you can do ? “

These men seriously think I’m a weak little push over.

But of course the frightening thing about these guys is their sick obsession.

I’m talking about fake social media accounts , a fake blogger , and I even suspect

Some sort of link to a famous meme on the internet as well.

I have written about it.

And when you got a narcissist for a president “ President Chump ! “

It influences the neo-fascists , neo-nazis, KKK , alt right bastards !

We need ANTIFA !

( TRIGGER WARNING : Contains graphic disturbing images for the sake of political documentary educational purposes )

And I didn’t even mention the threats I’ve received in 2013 – 2014

From these bullies within comments that I never approved.

So in a court of law , bring it on , I have evidence that would sink these guys into the tar pits !

They have nothing to hide , these two are not brilliant trolls !

They are so easily exposed !

I strongly think they were in the headlines of all the newspapers ,

I think globally for trashing some sort of festival in New Jersey .

One of them dressing as Caitlin Jenner dancing to “ Dude looks like a lady “

While the other displaying a Fruit-loops box reflecting her past life as an athlete.

And I heard they were urinating in public , kicking someone’s dogs and kids ,

Destructive bullies.

And that was the thing I’ve noticed about these two.

They laughed like Beavis & Butt-head but they were extremely destructive.

Perhaps a mix between Narcissistic Personality Disorder and Anti-Social Personality Disorder .

Still it’s hard to say what their motives are.

He was a job coach for adults with disabilities.

I already have my opinions regarding how intuitive get misdiagnosed .

If there’s anything left to say about these two men ,

Like Trump , they aren’t the only bullies in the world. I think they worked with others through 4chan . I think they are probably politically Alt-Right and thinking leftists are anti-American terrorists. Ok so Anarchists are anti-nationalist but Anarchists have a reason.

That’s the thing. Intelligence is something that sides more with good than it does with evil.

I won’t be surprised if these guys are readers and subscribers !

One thing is for sure , I got back at them GOOD !

But like I said , they aren’t the only ones.

And sure in life , people get crappy people like this all the time !

But the ironic part of it is , is this.

If you had a social group that meet in public , if they even dared showed up and you recognized them and they were starting trouble , you call the police because that’s your only option unfortunately.

On the internet nobody cares , not even the rich internet capitalists .

Again the system allows them where in an Anarchist Society they won’t !

Someone could have a nice thing going and then suddenly they do it.

You see it all the time on Facebook and YouTube .

Comments boxes are full of them.

When you have people that point them out and call their bluff ,

You got them !

But when you have those kinds of people and no one else to defend you ,

It proves that you got to defend yourself.

So with me currently , I ignore the trolling and cyberbullying from those minority hating jerks.

But at the same time I know I should never ever allow fascists to dominate my life and freedom.

In conclusion ,

I apologize for the unanswered questions and comments and socializing subscribers and non-subscribers alike where trying to get ahold of me ,

I just hope you understand my situation.

I would more than happy to do more socializing online.

But thanks to internet capitalism , and all hierarchy doing nothing about authoritarian anti-social fascists in this world ,

I feel the more support I have , the better.

It’s no fun where one can be in a situation where the only comments one gets are threats , trolls , and abuse. No one wants that !

Perhaps I need to get a moderator.

Perhaps my Twin Flame would like to step in and help sort all of this for me.

I think the thing about being an empath is that empathy feel things more extreme than most people probably because we can pick up on the negative energy from the very toxic person without them knowing about it so of course it’s draining.

Perhaps that’s the other thing.

But I’m sure the more good people that are there , the more that will out number the bad comments.

And perhaps that’s when I’ll be more social.

Also what I do is a lot of hard work and effort plus we have our own lives.

Again this isn’t an issue that is new. But it’s most certainly one I’m very politically concerned about.

I’m just happy that more now than 10 years ago , people are talking about it.

My hope still is very similar to what Non-Compete has mentioned according to his parasocial video which I strongly recommend people to watch !

My hope is to eventually socialize and connect with like minded people.

But when someone has low views , inactive subscribers and fake people ,

It can be kind of hard.

So I’m not trying to sound needy or greedy , that’s kind of what is happening with the internet due to hierarchy.

There seems to be more pissed off people than happy people who want to do something wonderful.

And when someone wants to bring good to this world , there’s always some jerk who wants to bring them down.

So yes , I do eventually want to start some sort of online community.

So for those viewers and subscribers who are real , who truly like what I do ,

What would help me a lot is if you truly like what I do ,

Please spread the word of mouth !

Finally I want to mention again similar to what Non-Compete has mentioned

Which is how there’s YouTubers and such who don’t care about communities but an excuse to run a small business.

My views have changed a little bit since pre-2017 which would explain my previous youtube blog videos say in 2015 for example ,

But at the same time , I always strongly believed in the power of non-profit even during the time when I was this failing liberal entrepreneur before I got into anarcho-communism which fits me much better politically !

Maybe one of these days I might have a Patreon , Kickstarter , etc

Because what I do is expensive.

But at the same time I don’t want to exploit people.

Like Non-Compete said , it’s like a tip jar.

But at the same time , it’s a fight against anti-capitalism !

Not an excuse to build a small business.

“ Filmmaking is Art , Not Business ! “

_ James Rolfe ( The Angry Video Game Nerd / )

One more thing. I wanted to talk about the nature of message forums , Facebook , etc in general .

Because of Hierarchy , for most people it has damaged people socially I strongly feel.

Someone I meet in an old pop culture Meetup group I used to run , we talked about the 1960s and he told me how he was going to buy land for hippies to stay and enjoy.

He suggested a book to me which I haven’t read but always remembered the title called

“ Bowling Alone “

So many it’s not just the internet , but people in general because it’s people who put stuff onto the internet.

I remember 10 years ago asking for help on LGBTQ+ message forums in terms of coming out and I kept getting thrown off of websites due to my frustrations with people not being intellectually helpful . Today it’s different , someone can easily ask you “ Do you ever feel like your a Lesbian in the wrong body ? “ If you were in my shoes , I may have came out that much faster fully.

I’m not going to worry about some Butch Lesbians who may be transphobic , because I know for a fact that there are Butch Lesbians who are trans friendly. I even know of some.

In fact , I have a Masculine Butch Stud Lesbian Twin Flame. 🙂

Perhaps I debunked the legacy sketch a little bit from 2009 .

But in general , there’s MBTI Online Communities that are horribly dysfunctional.

I was doing some investigating anonymously on PersonalityCafe and as soon as

I mentioned even politely for the sake of intellectual conversation , the subject matter of

“ iNtuitive Bias “ , ALL HELL BROKE LOSE and I was being bombarded with trolling private messages so I had to ask the admins to just shut down and terminate my account on there.

Likewise , mbtibase has a wonderful website structure . A MBTI Database where EVERYTHING and literally EVERYTHING including funny satirical stereotypes can be typed.

I came to the realization that the website was made by a TROLL because the admin was never present and a troll dominated the website and even pretended to be it’s users.

I went in the chatroom with hope and somewhat naive that love can help this troll to stop.

That bastard was literally HACKING INTO MY LAPTOP !

I shut it down immediately and as a result within a matter of months and probably not even related , I ended up buying a whole new ( ok used ) laptop .

I can still use my old one but in safe mode only for the most part.

I’ve said this before 10 years ago , when you do something you love , your like minded people will follow.

So with enough support , I eventually would like to chill in the comments

Or do something fun on live chat , or something of that nature of community building and such.

But like everything , it’s about taking the weeds out of the garden.

And the thing about social media I will say is , if you had a website , someone can already give you a bad review if a troll ruins it’s community because I’m sure moderation is a pain !

People already hate social media for not doing a thing about it.

So … perhaps it’s not just the internet ,

It’s life itself.

But on a positive note.

We are in the final battles of Good vs Evil , Soul vs Ego and Love vs Fear .

_ Erica

Check out more from Erica Crooks ( me )

– Hilarious puppet and cartoon dark comedy , parodies , satire , slapstick humor for adults

– Personality Type Science , mostly INFP

  • LGBTQ+ activism ( Especially Transgender Lesbians )
  • Empath : Twin Flames , Lightworker , Heyoka , Old Soul , Indigo / Crystal , Starseeds
  • New Age / New Thought Spirituality From Law of Attraction to 5D Earth
  • Libertarian Socialist Anarchism ( Cultural / Pacifism )
  • Pop Culture Reviews / Comic Con / Puppets and Cartoon Animation


visit The Official Erica Crooks Websites :

Personal Website :

Official Website for The Erica Crooks Show :

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