Anti-Capitalist Consumer

Anti-Capitalist Consumer


Erica Crooks

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In this blog post I’ll be talking about what I would consider the differences between healthy consumerism ( Buying things that mean something to ourselves deeply and moderately ) and

Obsessive , Impulsive consumerism due to some sort of fear that develops into mental illness.

And how this relates to my views as an Anti-capitalist left wing anarchist as well as a pop culture entertainment art fan. As well as mentioning my view on Comic Con a little bit.

I don’t know why I decided to write this blog subject but perhaps it’s because

I love pop culture. And when your an American who had a 1990s childhood and perhaps similar in other generations I suppose , you are used to the capitalist world of consumerism.

As an Anarcho-Communist ( Libertarian Socialist Anarchist ) I have reasons of hating capitalism. There’s the class war which people kill themselves over having the choice between a meaningless lousy job or dying on the street . If you were diagnosed with something you can receive SSI benefits and that tends to be political usually a bunch of right wing and American versos of Libertarian would hate you for it , just bitching about taxes and how they even though they can agree with you that perhaps you regarding what neurologists think of you , they would HATE you for it. Personal experience folks . I have my own politics regarding to a theory that people who are intuitive when it comes to personality type and perhaps perceivers as well are most likely to be diagnosed with something. Benefits is a positive side , a negative side is that it’s not really money from The Government but from the working class.

I’m sure people would feel better if I would just accept my diagnoses of Asperger’s Syndrome but I won’t !

First off , I was diagnosed as a kid and even diagnosed at age 30. My mother thinks I’m high functioning , I think there’s a conspiracy between minorities being diagnosed.

Even Libertarian Socialist Rants have addressed similar issues .

So when it comes to welfare / SSI related political issues , I go which what Anarchists point out.

Because if people say NO and it was taken away , sure people can enjoy extra cash in their pocket where many people , especially minorities can’t find employment is most likely than not to die on the street !

As an Anarchist , this points out clearly that capitalism does not work !

And this isn’t the only chains that slave the working class but capitalism itself.

The other reason why I’m against capitalism relates to how I got into satire in the first place which relates to my interest in pop culture.

This would explain my satirical obsession to satirize bad television which is in a sense what The Erica Crooks Show’s format is partly about or at least that’s how the show started out.

When I started performing live puppet shows from 1999 – 2005 ,

The show was more in a Muppet Show kind of format where the characters were bad performers .

When I did public access television from 2006 – 2009 , I was doing things alternatively.

I filmed out of my own bedroom and then the basement , never using the studio they had because of the limitations of 2 hours filming time.

So it was really and truly independent film.

I still remember being in high school and slowly realizing that there was less and less good stuff on television for me and the commercials where getting more annoying , obnoxious , and the new tv shows were becoming more crass products then something ground breaking like I remember in the 1990s. So technically when I moved into my first apartment in 2010 ,

I decided NOT to get cable television. But also I very well understand the fact about myself

That I can not live without the internet access !

As a pop culture fan , I do love how there was toys and action figure membrobillia based on my favorite characters , but at the same time the real purpose was income.

If it was capitalists or even struggling artist companies like The Jim Henson Company.

I wish I could find a simple video clip from Henson’s Place but I’ll just have to describe it.

First of all Jim Henson had strong opinions regarding not merchandising his characters .

He experimented with it in the early days but even when he did , during his life time , he would check the quality of any toy relating to his characters , especially Sesame Street.

Jim Henson was against crass products. But as of 1984 , he sort of had to be more flexible against his will because his company was pretty much had money issues.

Sesame Street merchandise is pretty much what saved The Muppets as a company.

In the 1984 documentary Henson’s Place , Jim talks about the logic aspects of serving the needs of the audience as well as having the income go back into the productions.

“We’re living in the real world here. It would be nice if we could do without it but unfortunately that doesn’t seem to be the case.”

Jim Henson passed away in 1990 due to stress of the Disney Deal ( in my opinion ).

Jim Henson would have absolutely LOVED the internet and would probably use Kickstarter and Patreon like most artists today !

For me , I’m very selective when it comes to what collectibles I want to own and not get out of hand like many pop culture collectors out there.

I look for quality .

I admire a toy in this sense as a work of art within itself. It was made as sort of a sculpture which people can actually admire and own in their very own home !

That’s what I like . Because whatever happens in my life , I can have something like this looking back to me and bringing a smile on my face as it has always done in childhood.

That’s the thing about fans. This is culture. It means something to us !

I’ve addressed similar opinions within a blog article I did last year relating to an idea of “ An Anti-Capitalist Comic Con “

Print shop websites such as Zazzle has a similar feel when it comes to Consuming.

But what’s great as well as living in an age of 3D printing is that it’s something that can be printed ON DEMAND !

Same with CreateSpace and digital media.

It’s available for those who want it.

Unfortunately, what’s really sad is just how easy it truly is for someone to go to jail.

And that’s just the so called “ Free Countries “ !

Say if I wanted to lie to the police about someone I did not like very much and get them into trouble . What no one knows can’t hurt them right ?

Well my conscious and soul can not handle such Ego and anti-humanitarian acts of anti-social crime such as that.

Or in this case. Say I was a capitalist bastard who seen a fan of my work

And they wanted to buy some fan art or make it themselves with Zazzle or something.

Or they saved my youtube videos and made a DVD for themselves and their friends.

And since I have more money than this fan. I sue them , the poor innocent fan doesn’t have the money to pay the copyright violations and they go to jail.

Again , I won’t have the heart to do something like that.

One of the things I love about Anarchism ,

Is that Anarchists are all for the good of human kind and Earth Kind.

In an Anarchist Society , nothing will ever go “ Out of Print “ !

Everything will be counterfeited professionally to the point where counterfeiting no longer exists.

Who knows what Anarcho-Transhumanism could bring.

Science could give everyone their own mansion in a hologram where homes can change in size , shape , color , etc !

But also in an anarchist society , perhaps people won’t be as security worry warts.

Perhaps people would be more flexible when it comes to possessions , even knowing that thanks to Anarcho-Communism , if they need something , they can get it any time they want , no worries , no limitations like what capitalism does to people.

But one thing I will say is this.

I am an introvert. But it doesn’t mean I’m a hermit.

For me , I like to make my home , my home where ever I live.

I want it to feel like home, I like to own things. Even if it’s a book or movie I didn’t see in over a year. I know it’s there. I can see the title. Perhaps I like to look at that title and read it and smile at my favorite moments and say , “ Hey , I got time. “ and then I check it out reliving the memories.

My father was not only an abusive heartless bastard but also an obsessive consumer.

I have different views when it comes to consuming.

I may own a lot of stuff , but I’m extremely picky when it comes to things I want to own.

Pretty much any possessions I have , I use.

And if I lose electricity or the internet , I have something as a backup to keep me and even company entertained. 🙂

I think one of the things that educated me about consuming was something that Rocko’s Modern Life creator Joe Murray recommends when is something called “ The Story of Stuff “

It is liberal but Anarchists do share similar views. We just don’t think hierarchy is justified.

But anyway , I enjoy and get use of my libraries. 🙂

In fact , this week I have filmed some videos showing off my libraries which includes things that influence me as an artist in my field of work which I’d like to share with everyone really soon.

It’ll be related to my upcoming pop culture related blog videos .

_ Erica

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Introvert and social life ( INFP )

Introvert and social life ( INFP )

Some things I pretty much mentioned in a previous blog post

I can only express my own experience on this. But as much as an extrovert as I seem to be on my blog videos and such ,

I’m in truth an introvert. I thought I was an ENFP for many years but I came to the realization that I am an INFP . My advice form life experience is you know your an introvert when you notice how extroverts can drain you and try to dig an answer out of you while your thinking. lol

I think the world I live in isn’t just sensor focused but also extroverted focused as well.

I tried to look up to see if introverts are indeed a minority but all I could find is just the usual crap from ignorant people trying to debunk MBTI as usual.

So to be fair , being an INFP is indeed rare.

So perhaps introverted intuitive are the one who’s most awkward when it comes to being social. I have an ISFP friend who can be introverted unless you bring something up of his interest , then he’ll get talking !

In fact , here’s his youtube channel.

Perhaps for sensors , it’s different than social life in the eye of an intuitive mainly because sensors are the majority.

My Twin Flame is an ESFP , according to my observation.

We are still working towards Union. ( For more info on Twin Flames , check out )

Perhaps it’s this Ying and Yang sort of thing where both differences fit perfectly like a two piece puzzle.

But I’ve noticed during the times I knew my Twin Flame outside telepathy ,

She would always have a huge group of friends she would talk to and she had her Drag King act at the Pride Nightclubs. And technically that’s what I usually see regarding my local pride community is nightclubs , the big Pride Festival , these big events that draw in huge crowds.

And I always felt awkward whenever I went to them.

There could be music , there could be lights , everyone is dancing. And I’m just this awkward shadow knowing no one just walking around while trying to get past crowd after crowd just to observe and enjoy what I could get out of it.

I remember two years ago , there was this Goth night fundraiser which money was going to help transgender people who live in low income / poverty. I asked “ How can this benefit me ? “ It was this raffle thing . I guess there was another trans person looking for a roommate and I was even asked if I wanted to help volunteer by DJing . I think I was way more fascinated with the concept of Video DJing and thinking in my mind , perhaps this is another form of art I’d like to get into eventually. I always wanted to do things with music. My Twin Flame even knows about my ideas for musical theater.

So basically I was in my Goth makeup and clothes and just recording samples of songs playing that perhaps I’d like to look up on iTunes later.

I know , I’m such a weirdo huh ? lol

Again , I think introverts are the minority because everything is pretty much catered to Extroverted Sensors.

Which is totally awkward for an introverted intuitive in my opinion.

For example , FACEBOOK and social media.

Every place has a comment box.

And it’s like people who have an opinion about something have the strong need for the other person to know about it.

Love it or Hate it !

And perhaps that’s kind of foreign to me slightly.

If there’s something I REALLY REALLY REALLY like then ok. But it’s like the world is surrounded by a bunch of people who expect everyone outside of themselves to make them happy. Even NonCompete mentioned this.

My parents were both Extroverted Sensing Judgers.

Though my Father having many toxic personality disorders and being a narcissist ,

He could switch anywhere from ESTJ , ISTJ , ISTP and ESTP !

While my mother can switch from ISFJ to ESFJ .

But totally both are ESJs.

The thing about me is having a successful social life is not my strong points.

For a social life to work for me , it all depends on like minded people.

For the most part , as an introvert , I do admire my own space.

I don’t mind dead time not having a social life for awhile.

The rough aspect is when I do wish to have an intellectual conversation with a like minded person , where do you go ?

Here’s something I’d like to quote from introverted dear .

Here’s the link I am referencing from.

Human contact, not social contact

Being introverted, INFPs may shy away from large parties, networking events, and group activities. It’s not social contact INFPs crave — it’s mutual human understanding. They want to peek into another person’s world, thoughts, and emotions. They want to understand what other people are struggling with and what makes them tick. INFPs read people well, often quickly intuiting a person’s hidden feelings and motivations. (However, private by nature, INFPs rarely provide insight into their own.) Without close relationships based on mutual understanding, INFPs will be unhappy.

I find this very interesting.

Perhaps the internet is such a great tool for introverted intuitives such as myself.

I remember hearing that a majority of the content on the internet is from introverts.

So screw the FCC for wanting to shut the internet down , introverts need the internet.

I was just thinking last night watching classic Ernie & Bert sketches that the fact that Jim Henson is an INFP and Frank Oz being an INFJ , technically the comedy comes from them basically caricaturing how annoying extroverts and SJs can be. Lol

_ Erica

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Getting Away With It ( Adult Puppetry and Cartoon Animation )

Erica Crooks

Getting Away With It ( Adult Puppetry and Cartoon Animation )


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By March 1st pretty much will mark the 10th anniversary of perhaps my most controversial work to date which I called “ The Legacy Sketch “

It was so controversial that 10 years later , I strongly felt I needed to give yet another

Explanation for my shenanigans .

I have even written a book dedicated a huge chunk of it talking about the backlash I received.

Long story short , Narcissistic parents and the police wanted it banned for good.

There was even people who watched my show on public access television who feared that I was going to commit suicide and mistaken the self parodied cartoon as a literal suicide threat.

How stupid ! The whole point was here I was this Transgender lesbian woman trapped in the closet out of fear that my authoritarian homophobic / transphobic father who owns a gun would take my life away. The sketch reflected my fears for the future , my depression of being trapped in the closet as well as complete and utter loneliness and frustration that after 4 years on public access television and the internet my brilliant puppet and cartoon work wasn’t being recognized. Ok so the use of the word “ Brilliant “ is just busting my Ego right there but still , here’s this 21 year old who’s serious about wanting to break into the entertainment industry.

That my friends was what I was feeling deep down in the core of my sinking soul.

Here’s my roast for my ever so happy-go-lucky 21st birthday , Tra-la-la with sarcasm and all.

I am in the pit of hell of misery and just yearn for like minded people , people who understand where I’m coming from , I just want to escape and be with like minded people or no one at all !

That’s the long story short , but the point I want to say regarding this very blog post is this !


Or am I just some marionette to please other people ?

Sure it’s fun to entertain through the arts , but sometimes satire isn’t funny.

Sometimes satire like a heyoka empath of Native spirituality / New Age spirituality

Is meant to shake up this world , give the ignorant a good hard slap in the face and well wake them up from their ignorance !

10 years later I’m very fortunate that Transgender people are recognized more than they were 10 years ago. Well then again , I lived a very isolated life as I have explained in my book.

But that is just one example of what the arts can do. I tend to do puppet shows and cartooning and cartoon animation independent filmmaking for adults.

They say that it’s probably easier on a business model to do puppetry and cartoons for children. Well starting the summer of 2017 , I went from liberal entrepreneur starving artist to Libertarian Socialist Anarchism / Anarcho-Communism instantly which sides strongly with political satire and my lightworker mission then capitalism could ever do for me.

It was pretty much going back to my roots sort of speak.

And with the internet , someone could become successful and forget about the capitalist middle man of Google Adsense , Facebook ads and the like.

Still , popularity would probably most depend if you aim more at sensors I suppose.

Perhaps as an iNtuitive , I would side with Slayerment agreeing on this issue

As relating to MBTI

So perhaps it’s slightly true.

BUT at the same time ,

Perhaps those who don’t complain about capitalism in the mainstream media as much as I do

Are perhaps the brainwashing product of hierarchy side effects.

Here’s a thing about me , I’m more for personal expression

Then just being all things to everyone.

Even if the audience is just two other people who happen to be friends of mine.

Yes it is true that perhaps children are a lot more accepting of the imagination fictitious world of the puppets and cartoons where of course the adults would blame the artist if something offends them instead of doing their own inner shadow work and asking themselves “ Now why did that trigger me so much ? Is it relating to my dramatic childhood ? Or when my ex cheated on me in my bed as I walked in on them ? Does Trump remind me of my father ?

Perhaps I could possibly go further by saying there could be even a liberating spirit that puppetry and cartoons could express.

I see puppetry and cartoon animation and even print comic cartoons as a mirror of human life .

I’m into New Thought / New Age Spirituality myself so I don’t think this is the only life that exists.

Perhaps fiction has it’s own universe.

( Yes I do side with Chuck Jones on the Space Jam issue , perhaps I should have linked to a clip from Who Framed Roger Rabbit. Still it’s better then that crappy Looney Tunes Show and Wabbit. You just can’t beat the original Golden Age of Animation classics.

As I probably already said regarding the political debating issue of Ben Garrison ( PUKE BAG )

This stuff is clearly left wing.

The more right wing people try to look popular if it’s Alex Jones or PragerU ,

The more pathetic they look by stealing left wing methods.

Besides , why aren’t they just going full sided fascists. They know violence is in their nature !

That’s why the Spanish Revolution from 1936 – 1939 ended.

So that in a sense , fiction isn’t that far from reality.

Perhaps it reflects more NP personality types ( MBTI ) than it does sensors.

So perhaps this all brings to mind regarding “ Getting Away With It “ ,

Do I just go WAY TO FAR to the point of bad taste within my art ?

The thing about this art form is from how I see it , it’s a form of acting with all of these art forms and methods.

If I performed a disabled character as well as a psychotic social worker ,

Someone could immediately be outraged by that description alone !

To me this has absolutely nothing to do with a “ political correctness / political incorrectness “

Issue . I’m just artistically mirroring what actually happens in real life.

Isn’t that what art is suppose to do ?

That’s the problem with this world. Anti-intellectual philistines !

Conservatives hate it because it doesn’t reflect pro authoritarian / nationalistic / patriotic / capitalist ruling class best interests in keeping people in the status quo .

And liberals hate it because they don’t get satire , they don’t get literature ,

They aren’t mature ! Yes their values are in the right place.

But because they are so sensitive , they can give the left a bad name because they make up the majority.

The conservatives just think the left are a bunch of ignorant crybabies that won’t accept life being fair.

In other words , let me put it a different way.

There’s TWO kinds of John Lennon !

The late John Lennon who fell into deep depression , in denial ,

100% fully brain washed by Yuko No-No … I mean Yoko Ono .

The John Lennon who simply gave up and just seeking for whatever peace he can have

And just being sadly and unfortunately brainwashed by conservatism .


Just like how all the greats feel into depression before passing away from Tex Avery working on  commercials instead of the MGM cartoons that made him famous to Jim Henson selling everything to The Walt Disney Company but passed away on the very week he was going to sign everything off to them.

Then there was the true Soul Devine John Lennon.

THE INFP John Lennon we know and love.

Maybe he got pissed of living in the sensor world .

As intuitives tend to do naturally !

YES , Let me point that out AGAIN !

But John Lennon was smart before he through all his knowledge away.

The very post-Beatles John Lennon we all know and love !

In conclusion , I feel everything I’m into is related .

Perhaps it’s human liberation.

I don’t know.

Perhaps I need to analyze it further.

_ Erica

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Internet Social Life

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Internet Social Life


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First of all I just want to talk everyone who has subscribed , liked , enjoyed what I do and put out there. I hope in some ways perhaps it has been a source of influence to you , because

I know these things have most certainly been to me.

Perhaps I can finally call myself a blogger because I really like doing these , more so than the videos . It’s probably because I’m an introvert.

Today I want to talk about the internet and social life.

Now for those who don’t already know this and I’m sure my fellow readers already know this about me , I’m an INFP. And I did mention the subject of what might be considered to be

An INFP utopia according to my previous blog articles .

People might or might not already know this about me but I can sort of blame what happened to me 10 years ago relating to my social anxiety online .

Cyberbullies and Trolls ruin any chances of people making friendships online and offline using internet technology.

Personally I prefer some kind of webcam chat which I have experimented with previously.

Personally I see positive possibilities regarding making friendships and connections online.

And I’m all for it.

10 Years ago , I used to socialize all the time on message forums and such.

But one thing I’ve most certainly noticed that I just need to point out and perhaps the reason I’m not as Facebook savy which is the norm now a days ,

It’s not so much the technology , it’s people !

One hand it’s a very secure and truthful fact that on the other side of the computer screen most likely than not , it’s another human being.

The unfortunate thing is that perhaps it reflects the final battle of Good vs Evil in this crazy world.

Regarding my thoughts on the concept of Judgement Day , I much prefer the New Age version of 5D Earth which isn’t necessarily about death , but about how Love will conquer all hate and fear once and for all.

Other Anarchists feel the same as I do regarding these matters I mention.

The problem with cyberbullies and trolls I think more than ever just prove that I’m not the only one who was a victim of narcissistic supply and gaslighting.

“ Spit on your own and you can’t do anything but if we all spit together we’ll drown the bastards ! “ _ Bob Crow

But one thing I notice that most people do which I have to admit that I’m still working on myself , Is people’s courage to socialize regardless.

My readers already know about this but I’m into New Thought / New Age Spirituality and I have a Twin Flame.

And empaths are sensitive to energy.

Clearing energy is like getting hit with something negative and well … calming down .

Shielding perhaps comes natural the more someone has self esteem.

The way I see it , the more good people stick together and defend good people ,

It would out number the negative ones.

Even though I am thankful for those who have subscribed , at the same time

I do apologize for not answering to comments at this time but will eventually.

Again , I’ve went through such traumatic events in 2009.

Surrounded by 4 toxic people who clearly are narcissists / toxic personality disorders

And my mother who suffers with depression and lived in poverty all her life saves me from taking my life away.

Two of them being my authoritarian father and his equally narcissistic wife ,

And two men one being my job coach who drove me to college and faked a strong friendship for 5 years and the other being is friend and those two were secretly psychotic cyberbullies and trolls. And literally obsessed. I won’t be surprised if they have dedicated their lives away to ruin my public reputation online. But through the years I have became a stronger person.

These insane men who would either be transphobic , cheaply counterfeit my satirical puppet show in which they called The New Eric Crooks Show or Eric Crooks Classics ( stealing old footage of my show , some in which contain footage I don’t have the master tapes too , and all this nonsense of making me look like an islamic fundamentalist religious terrorist called Victory 4 Allah and Crooks Corporation .

We live in a hierarchical system that does not protect us from such criminals , but sides with them.

Which explains why I had lawyers and police refuse to go after them for me.

Their names and faces are extremely easy to find.

Before I came to the realization that my ex friends where the abusive cyberbullies this whole time , I believed in their lies about wanting to have careers as screenplay writers

In Hollywood California and wanted me to come along too.

I was tricked to animating 2 half hour animated films for them which I supplied all the drawing , animating , editing and some voice work to called “ The Hula Hoop Show “ in 2012 .

I did not create the show nor did I write any of it because I got sort of sacked after the first two.

Also two live action sketch comedy films featuring the two men in question.

Keep in mind , I came out Transgender Woman in 2013 so I was still in my Androgyne / Genderqueer mode back then. I would still consider myself part non-binary however .

And these knuckleheads not only exposed their face but revealed their names within the credits of these films and have open social media accounts.

So yeah , these cyberbullies and trolls are not very bright !

I recognized their voices when they were making fake Erica Crooks Show videos and this animated video called “ Erica Crooks Babies “ which was poorly animated and I was laughing a little bit thinking “ Oh come on , is that the worst you can do ? “

These men seriously think I’m a weak little push over.

But of course the frightening thing about these guys is their sick obsession.

I’m talking about fake social media accounts , a fake blogger , and I even suspect

Some sort of link to a famous meme on the internet as well.

I have written about it.

And when you got a narcissist for a president “ President Chump ! “

It influences the neo-fascists , neo-nazis, KKK , alt right bastards !

We need ANTIFA !

( TRIGGER WARNING : Contains graphic disturbing images for the sake of political documentary educational purposes )

And I didn’t even mention the threats I’ve received in 2013 – 2014

From these bullies within comments that I never approved.

So in a court of law , bring it on , I have evidence that would sink these guys into the tar pits !

They have nothing to hide , these two are not brilliant trolls !

They are so easily exposed !

I strongly think they were in the headlines of all the newspapers ,

I think globally for trashing some sort of festival in New Jersey .

One of them dressing as Caitlin Jenner dancing to “ Dude looks like a lady “

While the other displaying a Fruit-loops box reflecting her past life as an athlete.

And I heard they were urinating in public , kicking someone’s dogs and kids ,

Destructive bullies.

And that was the thing I’ve noticed about these two.

They laughed like Beavis & Butt-head but they were extremely destructive.

Perhaps a mix between Narcissistic Personality Disorder and Anti-Social Personality Disorder .

Still it’s hard to say what their motives are.

He was a job coach for adults with disabilities.

I already have my opinions regarding how intuitive get misdiagnosed .

If there’s anything left to say about these two men ,

Like Trump , they aren’t the only bullies in the world. I think they worked with others through 4chan . I think they are probably politically Alt-Right and thinking leftists are anti-American terrorists. Ok so Anarchists are anti-nationalist but Anarchists have a reason.

That’s the thing. Intelligence is something that sides more with good than it does with evil.

I won’t be surprised if these guys are readers and subscribers !

One thing is for sure , I got back at them GOOD !

But like I said , they aren’t the only ones.

And sure in life , people get crappy people like this all the time !

But the ironic part of it is , is this.

If you had a social group that meet in public , if they even dared showed up and you recognized them and they were starting trouble , you call the police because that’s your only option unfortunately.

On the internet nobody cares , not even the rich internet capitalists .

Again the system allows them where in an Anarchist Society they won’t !

Someone could have a nice thing going and then suddenly they do it.

You see it all the time on Facebook and YouTube .

Comments boxes are full of them.

When you have people that point them out and call their bluff ,

You got them !

But when you have those kinds of people and no one else to defend you ,

It proves that you got to defend yourself.

So with me currently , I ignore the trolling and cyberbullying from those minority hating jerks.

But at the same time I know I should never ever allow fascists to dominate my life and freedom.

In conclusion ,

I apologize for the unanswered questions and comments and socializing subscribers and non-subscribers alike where trying to get ahold of me ,

I just hope you understand my situation.

I would more than happy to do more socializing online.

But thanks to internet capitalism , and all hierarchy doing nothing about authoritarian anti-social fascists in this world ,

I feel the more support I have , the better.

It’s no fun where one can be in a situation where the only comments one gets are threats , trolls , and abuse. No one wants that !

Perhaps I need to get a moderator.

Perhaps my Twin Flame would like to step in and help sort all of this for me.

I think the thing about being an empath is that empathy feel things more extreme than most people probably because we can pick up on the negative energy from the very toxic person without them knowing about it so of course it’s draining.

Perhaps that’s the other thing.

But I’m sure the more good people that are there , the more that will out number the bad comments.

And perhaps that’s when I’ll be more social.

Also what I do is a lot of hard work and effort plus we have our own lives.

Again this isn’t an issue that is new. But it’s most certainly one I’m very politically concerned about.

I’m just happy that more now than 10 years ago , people are talking about it.

My hope still is very similar to what Non-Compete has mentioned according to his parasocial video which I strongly recommend people to watch !

My hope is to eventually socialize and connect with like minded people.

But when someone has low views , inactive subscribers and fake people ,

It can be kind of hard.

So I’m not trying to sound needy or greedy , that’s kind of what is happening with the internet due to hierarchy.

There seems to be more pissed off people than happy people who want to do something wonderful.

And when someone wants to bring good to this world , there’s always some jerk who wants to bring them down.

So yes , I do eventually want to start some sort of online community.

So for those viewers and subscribers who are real , who truly like what I do ,

What would help me a lot is if you truly like what I do ,

Please spread the word of mouth !

Finally I want to mention again similar to what Non-Compete has mentioned

Which is how there’s YouTubers and such who don’t care about communities but an excuse to run a small business.

My views have changed a little bit since pre-2017 which would explain my previous youtube blog videos say in 2015 for example ,

But at the same time , I always strongly believed in the power of non-profit even during the time when I was this failing liberal entrepreneur before I got into anarcho-communism which fits me much better politically !

Maybe one of these days I might have a Patreon , Kickstarter , etc

Because what I do is expensive.

But at the same time I don’t want to exploit people.

Like Non-Compete said , it’s like a tip jar.

But at the same time , it’s a fight against anti-capitalism !

Not an excuse to build a small business.

“ Filmmaking is Art , Not Business ! “

_ James Rolfe ( The Angry Video Game Nerd / )

One more thing. I wanted to talk about the nature of message forums , Facebook , etc in general .

Because of Hierarchy , for most people it has damaged people socially I strongly feel.

Someone I meet in an old pop culture Meetup group I used to run , we talked about the 1960s and he told me how he was going to buy land for hippies to stay and enjoy.

He suggested a book to me which I haven’t read but always remembered the title called

“ Bowling Alone “

So many it’s not just the internet , but people in general because it’s people who put stuff onto the internet.

I remember 10 years ago asking for help on LGBTQ+ message forums in terms of coming out and I kept getting thrown off of websites due to my frustrations with people not being intellectually helpful . Today it’s different , someone can easily ask you “ Do you ever feel like your a Lesbian in the wrong body ? “ If you were in my shoes , I may have came out that much faster fully.

I’m not going to worry about some Butch Lesbians who may be transphobic , because I know for a fact that there are Butch Lesbians who are trans friendly. I even know of some.

In fact , I have a Masculine Butch Stud Lesbian Twin Flame. 🙂

Perhaps I debunked the legacy sketch a little bit from 2009 .

But in general , there’s MBTI Online Communities that are horribly dysfunctional.

I was doing some investigating anonymously on PersonalityCafe and as soon as

I mentioned even politely for the sake of intellectual conversation , the subject matter of

“ iNtuitive Bias “ , ALL HELL BROKE LOSE and I was being bombarded with trolling private messages so I had to ask the admins to just shut down and terminate my account on there.

Likewise , mbtibase has a wonderful website structure . A MBTI Database where EVERYTHING and literally EVERYTHING including funny satirical stereotypes can be typed.

I came to the realization that the website was made by a TROLL because the admin was never present and a troll dominated the website and even pretended to be it’s users.

I went in the chatroom with hope and somewhat naive that love can help this troll to stop.

That bastard was literally HACKING INTO MY LAPTOP !

I shut it down immediately and as a result within a matter of months and probably not even related , I ended up buying a whole new ( ok used ) laptop .

I can still use my old one but in safe mode only for the most part.

I’ve said this before 10 years ago , when you do something you love , your like minded people will follow.

So with enough support , I eventually would like to chill in the comments

Or do something fun on live chat , or something of that nature of community building and such.

But like everything , it’s about taking the weeds out of the garden.

And the thing about social media I will say is , if you had a website , someone can already give you a bad review if a troll ruins it’s community because I’m sure moderation is a pain !

People already hate social media for not doing a thing about it.

So … perhaps it’s not just the internet ,

It’s life itself.

But on a positive note.

We are in the final battles of Good vs Evil , Soul vs Ego and Love vs Fear .

_ Erica

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INFP social life : Like Minded People or Be Alone

Like Minded People or Be Alone

I kind of wanted to do this for awhile , and perhaps I sort of already did.

If there’s something that motived me through out my life is just knowing that I’m not alone in this world. Ok , so I’m an introvert. I’m an iNtuitive. And the fact of the matter is

I’m a minority.

No wonder the Psychiatry can easily diagnose us with something.

And I know from personal experience.

I know I’m not alone when questioning neurology and the like.

And that’s just my personality type alone. I didn’t even mention the fact that I’m a Transgender Lesbian Woman !

Also being a lightworker , an anarchist , it really does seem more and more I become me ,

I become the minority of minorities.

Did I mention my Twin Flame is an ESFP. Not a bad thing , perhaps it’s a balance sort of thing.

One thing I remember reading was how INFPs have different needs when it comes to a social life.

“ Without close relationships based on mutual understanding, INFPs will be unhappy. “

I have mentioned the website “ Slayerment “

And perhaps a lot of Quinton’s articles are offensive to leftists.

But I’ll say this , I do appreciate what he has done with

As well as his MBTI articles and blog videos.

In recent years , and probably due to my spiritual awakening since meeting my Twin Flame in late 2015 / spring 2016 , I was guided to so much knowledge I didn’t know existed previously.

And one of the things that I’ve noticed is how there’s so many like minded people which I can relate to strongly doing blog videos and such.

The big question is , is this an INFP thing ?

Is what I’m into INFP things or can this be truly beneficial to all human kind ?

I know my frustrations as a lightworker ,

And I hear like minded light workers saying pretty much how I think and feel when times are down.

So much knowledge that I can relate to.

I truly think that the future of social lives would relate to the internet most certainly.

If it’s FaceTime or Skype or Google Hangout or whatever is out there.

Technology has succeeded in the Video Phone !

People can do it with their smart phone without paying a cent !

So of course the FCC wants to get rid of this freedom ! Of course capitalism wants to ruin it.

I don’t know if it’s an INFP thing or what ,

But it’s always refreshing to hear likemindedness coming from someone who isn’t me !

So because INFPs are introverted as well as intuitives , perhaps INFPs can be the loneliest people ever. I highly doubt that it’s ISTPs because technically isn’t that the majority of masculine people , ( mostly men ).

I have an ISFP friend and we’ve been friends since we were kids.

We are pretty much friends because of our interest in Pop Culture entertainment arts

As well as fun activities in general.

For me , sometimes It’s quite nice to meet up one on one or a small group of intuitives

To go out for coffee and have a nice intellectual conversation as well as cracking satirical jokes laughing at this capitalist hierarchical world we’re all trapped in.


Sometimes I often wonder if INFPs are the most hated personality type.

It’s like if Jesus Christ was alive today and he was all for Libertarian Socialist Anarchism and Anarchy Communism and Talking about The Law of Attraction ,

He’d probably be nailed to the cross even faster now ,

Most likely by the Christian Right ironically.

I find it very interesting how there can be people who simply do not like us.

More interesting , people who HATE US to the point of obsession

Like what happened to be 10 years ago and I won’t be surprised if it still happens today

Because pretty much everyone gets cyberbullied and trolled.

The motivations of hateful people is fascinating because it’s ignorant , stupid , and quite dangerous indeed. Which is why we need ANTIFA !

( Trigger warning )

I was doing some research last night , I’m talking about not going to bed until 5am , pulling an all nighter just reading about some theology regarding the duality battle of good vs evil and how there’s similarities within what I believe which is New Thought / New Age Spirituality .

Especially Judgement Day .

What Anarchists / Socialists / Lefties want to get rid of is hierarchy which is evil.

Perhaps it can be called as immoral evil.

But then there’s natural evil which relates to national disasters like tornados , being attacked by wild animals , falling off a cliff in the bit of death , etc

So by spirituality such as Law of Attraction and how Everything is Energy ,

Perhaps those minds of the psychopath are also creating all that stuff too ?

Even dangerous animals like sharks ?

There’s the psychology of evil of course.

And it really does seem like evil wants to do whatever it can to defeat love.

Even the internet.

But what’s interesting is this.

If psychiatry is bunk ,

And Authoritarian personalities / anti-social criminals

Are the very subject of hierarchy parenting in it’s most complete decided obedience ,

Which is all relating to fear and brainwashing ( Narcissistic Supply ) ,

Then is Love simply the answer ?

Hierarchy prevents us from so much good in this world.

It’s really hard to tell who the evil villains of the world is because people live in fear.

They can either be submissive or dominating.

And perhaps what is frustrating to the lightworker is

Just how can we get love to cure all the evil in the world ?

So I ask this…

Is Anarchism possible in our lifetime ?

For me it’s two things.

( 1. Having this kind of meaning in life within my mission to bring love to people as a healer with my gifts and talents in the arts and knowledge.

( 2. Anarchist Society Post-Revolution / 5D Earth sounds good to me. If it exists , I would more there ASAP !

Perhaps like anyone , we are annoyed with jerks ruining our life and the lives of others.

We are sick of seeing sadness and misery that never seems to go away !

We are tired and sick of seeing people lose their virginity to someone who took advantage of them , and many other things which result to good people committing suicide.

One of the things about me is I just can’t simply enjoy life like a liberal.

Seeing the good in Trump and what he says and does , and think happy thoughts of the police protecting me and UGH !

The truth is much more satisfying.

I’m not saying I’m a negative skeptical cynical hypocritical two faced person by any means.

However certain things bring me joy in life that would seem sort of weird to most I suppose.

As an introvert , I tend to enjoy my own company.

And perhaps I can become just as comfortable as I am alone when it comes to like minded people.

But if I’m not with like minded people , I feel drained and prefer to be alone.

Either Anarchism / 5D Earth is going to help humanity or at the very least it’s simply

A request for like minded people to be together.

If there was a specific place we could all migrate , that would be nice , just get rid of the hierarchy.

But of course the passport crap and hierarchy ruins it !

Can you relate ?

_ Erica

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Fellow INFPs , thank you for watching my INFP videos ;)

Fellow INFPs , I just wanted to thank you for watching my INFP videos on
Like this one :
Out of all my videos , INFPs , MBTI Personality Type related videos and my Transgender experience videos tends to be my most watched videos. Unfortunately so are my old personality type videos when I thought I was an ENFP and just didn’t take time to come to the realization that I’m really an introvert. Some people do think I’m an ENFP , perhaps when I speak at my upmost happiest , I tend to seem very ENFP like ! That’s pretty much me at my best , but socially , I’m not that confident. 😉 Anyway with the views that I have got from my INFP videos , it really does show that perhaps INFPs can relate to the NEW AGE lightworker and lightworker mission. I know I do. 😉
For those INFPs who haven’t seen my INFP videos ,
Check them out right here.
as well as some of my INFP related blog posts
Anyway , I know how rare it is being an INFP . And the internet has helped me a great deal in my spiritual and personal growth.
So perhaps what I do is sort of doing my share for my like minded people. 🙂
_ Erica
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